He added me on myspace OMFG!! It is so weird to me because we never talked nicely to each other.We didn't like each other in HS, well I did but he was still an asshole. So any ways i messaged him, just to see what would happen; and he replied. Asking how was I and what i've been doing. I was seriously blushing...HARD. We've exchanged a few messages, he was really nice.......l0l. Maybe being so rude to me in HS was just an act??  Im confused too l0l. Well I did find out he has a girlfriend. UGH!! Why???? 6 months i think,,she is pretty and looks like a sweet girl and asian (not that i have anything against, im part) . Lucky girl. wow I cant believe im this old and still have a crush lmao. I am liking him even more because he actual is nice now and has manners. What to do? I would never break up a couple, I wish they weren't but they are.*sigh*

I THINK THAT I LITTERALLY HAVE A PROBLEM. I DON'T HAVE ANY REAL FRIENDS!! HERE IS THE DEAL, MY MOTHER HAS BEEN VERY ACUSTOM TO MOVING A LOT SINCE I WAS A LITTLE GIRL. SO I NEVER STAYED  AT ANY SCHOOL MORE THEN 1 YEAR OR ANY HOUSE MORE THAN 9 MONTHS. I WOULD MAKE FRIENDS AND KEEP THEN FOR A WHILE  BUT AS SOON AS I MOVED , I nEVER SEEN OE SINGLE FRIEND AGAIN! EXCEPT MY BEST FRIEND. We stayed friends and I always aniciated to keep  in touch every time we lost contact. that was from 2nd grade til my sophmore in high school and then after that i have'nt talked to her since and honesetly i have grown up so much i don't think we would even connect again. we on;y had one tthing in common was our humor. THAT IS. and i've changed! now i am older i can't find any friends that will stay my friend and not act all weird and not friendly after a while.

Also my family is mostly women, and all the women are stuck up, vain, and concieted. Its sad that I inhereitated this but now i am not. one of family has freinds!! and if they do its only 1 that they talk to every now and then. It really not fair because i am very friendly and peope love they just aren't sure. I don't know what to do....!!! I NEED FRIENDS I am a social person, i need to talk. 

PS: not be all cocited but im5'7  thin and pretty just give you a visiual. I kinda look like Christina milian. Just saying. Im kind of embarassed to put pictures up because i don't want other people i know that im bloggig about stuff. lol